uuuuuugh

today was such a good day. i rearranged my room. which is basically amazing. i cut up all of my magazines... which eliminated LOTS of magazines from my presence. and there were massive "epiphanies" at nickys this morning.

but now im all blahish. and it makes me quite sad. even when im cranky i still smile and laugh. why is it when someone else is cranky they have to tear everyone down? it pisses me off. now i just want to read a dying book and take a nap. =[