working working working....

today i have spent the entire day working. my fingers hurt. its so different working at home compared to not at home. time goes by so much faster... and i am often in more pain at home lol.. not really but my fingers hurt right now.

this is a short post. especially compared to last time. lol.

amber and i applied to get this amazing apartment in rossmoor. there is an insane like 5 inch binder full of people waiting to get into this apartment building. and since we know someone who lives there we were made "next" on the list. totally insane! well there was one person ahead of us... and then we were next. amber got a phone call today about it. we basically have an apartment. but we're going to turn it down. we still want to be on the list... but moving is temporarily on hold. until we can buy a couch.

oh rexy, youre so sexy!!

so, lots has been happening lately. well not really but ive been working lots of extra hours at the library the last few weeks so i havent had the time to update like normal. so i FINALLY got some of the pictures off my wall of amazingness that is no longer in existance. old times and good times =] they're basically all from my youth. yay for my youth!!!


this past thursday at bible study we were sitting around nickys table having pizza when shanna denise and i started having a conversation with candice about our plus one days. OMG. it was so amazing!! all the hilarious memories. now, i'm not saying that im proud of my insane obsession, but i will say that there were MANY good times!! rummaging in the foliage, under the bus, vandalizing the bus, meeting nathan and then the rest, jogging pictures, meeting the whore lance, getting ON the bus! so many long nights and weekends. my cousin IMed me the other day asking about plus one. and i was so able to tell her what they were all doing with their lives now. it was almost pathetic, but so expected considering how i spent my young obsessive life.

speaking of bible study, we finished Captivating!!! finally. i was trying to remember when we started it and i thought we started in september but after doing the research on nickys myspace i realized we started in JULY, JULY!! holy crap 7 months to read a 12 chapter book. that is so hardcore. we're lucky we finished before the women! LOL so now we can start the Daniel study kazzzahhh!!! we really need to add to our rules and make them say that it is illegal to cancel so often! i love bible study. and i really didnt hate Captivating, let me rephrase that i never hated Captivating. it had its cheesy moments about twirling skirts and horses. but i never opened my book and said uhhhhhg. and im so thankful for the friendships that i have developed during our hours and hours and hours in nickys living room. its kind of funny how i spend so much time bottling everything up inside so no one really knows what im feeling but while answering our questions [with a little "q"] i discovered i have lots to "confess" we would move on and in my mind i would be like crap i have more to say?!? and then i would just not say it lol. i really need to bust out my journal and start writing again. the only problem is when the f is there time for that??

this is already a long post, but i have so many more pictures that i need to put up so now im just wasting space and rambling. except i cant think of anything to ramble about. amber and i took knitting classes for the past 3 sundays. they were so amazing, i never finished my sock but i got to sit on comfy couches with the cutest yarn on the planet with my bestest friend laughing at how horrible our knitting skills are! and about how the one day we turned the radio on how everyone was haterating on the beastie boys!! LOL i want to build a scarf now, because that is what im good at. but i kind of want to make a blanket. just because i can, but i cant really. but now that we dont have a set aside 4 hours of knitting i doubt i will actually be knitting anytime soon.


now im really running out of things to say. but this picture right over there <-- has a hilarious night attached to it. WORD! i want to have a photoshoot so badly. i wish that it would stop raining. i had an amazing idea today and i was going to walk down to the beach on my lunch break but then it was raining =[ and since we live 5 seconds from train tracks now i want so badly to take pictures of a couple on the them! and then i was looking at someones pictures who knows where and i decided i need a studio. because then i could have amazing rooms with amazing backdrops. its a little sad because i have this amazing camera that i want to play with so much but no one to really take pictures of. one day i'll be able to convince someone or more than one someone to have a random day of photoshoot with me. but first i need an entire day where i am not working. bleh.

now i have really run out of things to say. i have aboslutely nothing left except maybe i love veronica mars. so now i am just going to give up on making the pictures look all cute and fitted in with my writing and just post them. the end. hope the old pics make you all smile as much as i did!

very excited that i made a movie.

another not real post

first, i "blog" to much, even if they are "not real" i still post here like, every 2 days.

second, i had this amazing blog planned out today that i was thinking about i wanted to cry when i was taking my bedroom wall down today. and then sarah called me and was like the knitting circle is tonight you should come... so i didnt have time to prepare. yes, i needed ot prepare for this blog. maybe it will come in 2 days. lol.

thirdly, i think i am becoming a bitter person... and its sad for me to say that.

and lastly, O-M-Y... isnt really an acronym... it just means oh my.. but omy like a runon word.

not a real post...

i just need to say O-M-Y.

in the most hardcore way.

oh and susanna and i have the BEST room in the universe.

wait what?

i was looking for jobs on craigslist today.. i know just what i need another job lol. and i found this http://celeb4aday.com/ they are hiring people to be mock paparazzi and people pay them to send those paparazzi to their parties and such to make their entrance more... interesting? i really can only see people on my super sweet sixteen using this service lol. but it does pay about $80 an hour which is... amazing! lol.

i slept over at the new house last night. it was wonderful, except my bed hasnt been up against a wall in like 6 years and now i feel claustaphobic because im closed in by a wall on one side and then my nightstand on the other side. and then my mom brought my puppy over in the morning b/c she always sleeps with me after everyone leaves... and she was very unhappy. =[ she stayed in bed only because i was holding her and when i let go she would sit at my door and cry and cry and cry and then when i let her into the whole house she just sat at the front door and cried and cried and cried. so i came home. lol. and now she is sleeping peacefully on my lap.

you can't take pictures at sephora ;]

these are just some pictures that i've taken over the last few days if you want to steal them. comment... and i'll email you a higher resolution one so it looks better. =]